Monday, January 5, 2009

The first of many.

Can one...change?
If it is explained to you enough times, are you sure to understand it?
Is WANT enough?
Is WILL enough?

I bruised my own heart. It is not his fault. His only mistake was sharing what he felt. Which is not a mistake at all...

I have been heard.
But not loud enough.

Shall I scream? Ball my fists? Stomp my feet? Would that really make my point?

No.

I'm not sure what bothers me more...

What was said?

Or the fact that hot, embarassing tears fell.

Vulnerability is a tricky thing. I allow myself to feel vulnerable when I feel safe.
I'm not sure how safe I feel anymore. But I can't just take the vulnerablity back.
Catch my drift?

I know its vague. Perhaps I'll be able to shed more light at a later date.